miracle dont comw to my life

YES, UNLUCKY!
ha-ha-ha mybe somebody laugh, and me craying for two hours. crazy? absoloutly YES.
my mom said "just let it go honey, there are so many chances you can try keep strong"
I KNOW, but i am not strong.

congratulation for fasih, you got it. i know you win. i am just a loser. but i am not loser at art ha-ha-ha, i'm tired being me

FASHION FEVER!!

seminggu yang aneh

hai semuaaaa, akhirnya kite bertemu lagi yaaaa hehehe gue minggu ini mostly full of anger, raaawwrr first problem yeah my bf, we fight, but really love each other.
i love him so much.
mulai dari maslah yang dia NGE-LIKE statusnya mantannya dia ampuun deh banyak bgt masalahnya but sometimes he was really sweet to me.
and finally i want to tell a lot of story who happend in this week to my bff RETNO AYU GARINI  KUSUMAWARDHANI (nama apa kereta?) pisss*
rencananya sih mau webcam-an yaa nanti di simak aja yaaa percakapannya :)

my ART

(i follow the pet society competition but i CANT upload it arrrgh!)

(this 3 picture is for harder, but i don;t use it mybe later)

my best saturday

(at my bf car's)

yea, this is the best day ever, at the morning when i woke up there's an idea so i play computer (take a bath? later hahaha) yeah i made a cute picture with corel paint photo mybe its a kind of scrapbook and i REALLY LIKE IT. there's a cartoon girl with a lollypop, a ballon and its for my blog herder, even i don't use it for now, hehe, wanna see? i'll post the picture after this. yea and yasterday, it was the first time my bf got a car, and he pick me up in my drawing course, its so romantic. before he pick me up, he said that his brother want to join us (this time i don't know he will pick me up with car), with hardest heart i said okay no prob (read: sorry), i feel dissapointed that i 'cant spend my time only with my bf. and TARAAAAAAAAAAAA he came alone and with a car, and he said "i'll make you happy honey" oh may goodness it was the best day ever aaaaaaa :)

for my bf: thanks for everything, i love you so much :)

love is never flat :)

love is never flat

I LOVE FASIH

wanna draw and have fun?

wanna draw and have fun?

Lebaran

bounjouuuurrr! :)
sekarang gue lagi di warnet sodara gue (numpang make tanpa bayar a.k.a GRATIS) hehehe. Lebaran yang hampa juga soalnya sodara gue banyak yang gak mudik otomatis penghasilan berkurang (THR LEBARAN) tanpa sang pacar juga karena emang beda kampung hehehehe

banyak banget yang i have to told you ye, a lot feeling like happy, sad, angry and manymore.
but just one feel that i realize that i ADDICT with my boyfriend FASIH HUDA, his good men, and always make a romantic poem for me (OMG)

this is his poem....

Jika kudekat denganmu,
ku merasa tersiksa, senang, canda dan tawa
Nmaun semua itu tetap terasa istimewa,
jika kita yang melakukannya
Dengarkanlah kicau burung,
dan hembusan angin yang selalu membawa cintaku,
dan selalu membawa kasihku,
kepada jiwamu yang kini bersamaku

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